Saturday, August 7, 2010

loving someone :)




they say LOVE is a mature thing

i mean, i dont believe it. id rather insist that i already experienced
such thing. it was not just a puppy love but a LOVE that i can say TRUE *

me? i first experience it when i was in first year.
HOW SILLY? you would ask me. yess, its silly but i can say its all pure love.
a lasting love of mine.

first year is just all about games, games. in short ALL JUST ABOUT FUN :]
well. i could say, my experience was a bit tough and difficult for me as a freshmen.
oh yeaa. A FRESHMEN of my own alma matter. well its about four years ago.

i can still remember when my bestfriend used to talk about him. well i just IGNORED HIM.
i just thought that it was really a miserable part for her because we are just
freshmen and new things still bothers us. but her? SHE BOTHER ABOUT HER CRUSH.

well. he's just a math wizard. for me? an average type of boy. or i can call him KID at that
time. yet, i cant expect that something wierdo or somewhat cross my mind and i was also
developed with him when my bestfriend change her crush.

well, i never thought that would happen. imagine? i came across that kid just the same
treatment of my other colleagues. AS USUAL UNKNOWN. WELL NORMAL.

but unexpectedly, he did courted me. and i was frustrated and confused whether i would
accept him or just reject him. after how many weeks. IT FINALLY ENDED but still i did
felt the same way. mm?

but when i turned second year, i just saw him. TOGETHER WITH MY BEST FRIEND && him as my classmates. but all of a sudden, his mind changed and began to fuse his ways and starting to fling
with my best friend which resulted for us to FIGHT.FIGHT&&FIGHT.

mm? well i guess it was never an end in my part. cox until now, i still love him.
LIKE YESTERDAY. :( && its been four years and i am graduating 'counting on the days that
i have to say goodbye to him :l

I LOVE HIM BUT then, i would like to take risks for my best friend.