wooooo ! :)

ambot. seems like i was hit by a thunder. haha!

pagsabi ng *UYAB MAN DAW MO ANANG SA TAAS :)*
me -- ha? kinsa gud?
mama -- atik2 ka ha.
me -- kinsa btaw?
me -- si soc?
mama -- o. uyab man daw mo.

(SILENCEEEE ....)

mama -- oh. di katingog ;)
me -- *SIGH* LINGO2 dayun :(

hahais. regret. when pa nko maingon uyss :(
huhu. hadlooook kaayu :* super duperrr.
MAJOR` MAJOR na kakulbaaaa. ohhhhhh!


SHARE LANG :)
♥ I LOVE YOU SOC ♥

i miss blogging :)) ♥

haha! i just don`t know what to feel. the last time i touched and scan the net was on 19 maybee? mm. sounds too weird. FREAKING ME OUT. LOL*

nowadays i dunno why im so tired. feels like im too restless. i slept around 2 subjects already and that was FUN :) haha. so funny. because i usually hid myself in the corner not to be caught in the act. I JUST WISHY WISH MY GRADES WON`T BE BELOW 2 :) haha. whattta dream isn`t it? so be it.

i was with him yesterday. i think after one whole boring week we didn`t saw each other. and for the longest time. we felt like that moment was forever. ROFL :))
it was fun. to be with someone you love and thus loving you with all his heart. i admire him :) ♥ thus i do love him too. * but since were still far from that of forever. we`ll stay and would be hoping for GOD to guide us both in every way. i love him so much. that`s all i know from now. i`m just dwelling and concentrating just in the PRESENT. for the PRESENT >:D i love him so much.

♥ i am so blessed. GOD gave him to be my refuge and my inspiration in all the things i do and must do. just be with me. ill do the same thing to you :) *


^^ KIMBERLY RECIMO SOLLAN -- SOCRATES SOTO BEDREJO ^^

19 is LOVE. today is 19 so today is LOVE ♥ (:

iloveyousomuch :))

i may be somehow not too expressive in showing how much i love and how much i care about you, it may not be too public on how to show things like that of in public. i may not be good enough to understand you and i may not be good in things that you`re really good at. maybe imperfections are just making it perfect just to bind it all. i may be sometimes fool and sometimes loving you much* and you maybe confused of what i am feeling but all i know from the very start. you`ll keep me and i know that it may not be the last but i know it would be worthwhile. i know its not too expressive to say how much i love you yet all of this are true ♥ i love you so much soc. i love you*

* for 1 month of mixed emotions. for the laughter, for the tears and fears, for the bad moods. for the trash talk for the things i do not understand same with you* though its just a short period of time, i know ill be staying with you. i don`t know till when but ill do everything i could. it maybe ample and simple things, but ill assure that every moment would be something worthwhile. i may not be the first. and i may not be the last. but this relationship would be happy and ill swear. ♥ i love you . i promise `i promise that i will never ever dwell with the past nor go on with the future because ill always count on on what is today. and today is all the love. i love you so much socrates soto bedrejo :)) ♥

*thankyou for understanding and giving me constant cure for all the pain i`ve been encountering for the past days. you keep on understanding me and most of all loving me with all that you can give and i am thankful that GOD give His precious son in her precious daughter. i love you and that`s all i know. i am always here for you through the hardships, trials, sorrows and even your happiest. ♥ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SOCRATES SOTO BEDREJO ♥

I LOVE YOU SOC. all i know is that 19 is LOVE. and will be LOVE :)) i am thankful cause GOD gave me someone who can be with me all the time. muaaaaa*


iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyousomuchsocrates.iloveyou*

i love GEMS :))

I AM A PART OF THIS ORGANIZATION. it stands for GUILD OF ENGLISH MAJOR STUDENTS. obviously we speak english :))

love the day :))* i never had this good :) -- piatos. :P woooo. everyday is really wonderful. i love you so much soc ♥♥

To laugh often and love much... to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to give one's self... this is to have succeeded.

What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silen

Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end. ~ Germaine De Stael

wooo :) LOVE THE DAY ♥ hope it would always be like this*

well, we did`nt practice that much for the festival. woo! :)
i missed him so he told me to be with him :) so i agreed. haha! ♥
he is so much lovable. there`s so many ways to love you babe. so over!
i just hope it will always be the same >:DD im happy to the normal extent.

♥ so we went home together. and so we did everything to be happy! :)
every joke. every song! HAHA. love it. so be it. i just hope till tomorrow comes.

`I LOVE HOW YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES. KEEPS LOOKING AT ME ACCEPTING ME AND SAYING I AM BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT. i appreciate those, but im not really beautiful and im honest. ♥♥

-- 19 is all LOVE ♥♥ ☺ --

im glad he`s fine. im fine and we`re all fine ;)

this day was a total disaster. imagine? i woke up already 6: 45 am and my class is 7 am. gosh! it was like a thunder hit me :( arf. expected, i was late again. and i reached the school around 8 something :'( they were having their discussions. well just thank to GOD i was saved. our prof. forgot to bring her class record and wooo! no attendance.
when i got to school, i was thankful my prengs are there. who comforted me and super duper real did appreciated it. im totally in a disgrace and my mood run out and then they made me happy again :)) its a BIG LOL! im happy because of SARMIE VALENZONA. LOUISA ANGELICA BONADOR AND EUGENE GASPAN. all negative went out and happiness coveted my whole being. so glad i still have them. ♥♥

now : im here @ the caf`e near our school with my preng SARMIE VALENZONA just for fun. though we can`t do chatting @ home and everything due to busy scheds, well we still have time for this even for school. yess!

THANKS TO GOD :) though i am at my weakest, still, He made it to the point that they are always there to lean on. i love you prengs! ♥♥

if you love him not just tell him but instead show him :)

Actions speak louder than that of words

no matter how true you are in spreading your thoughts by saying i love you or saying anything. its not still the same when you hold her hands or touch her and make her feel that she means a lot to your whole being :) it`s not enough how dramatic or how poetic you are in expressing how you feel or how deep the words you are using, well if you can`t show her how your world renewed when she became yours, well it`s you loss. if you don`t want her to feel cold unto you let it be. do your part. you are a man , you must take the first step on conquering her heart. let her be your inspiration to strive hard and take all the possibilities and chances. don`t keep her away if you don`t want her to be taken away from you* you are a blessing and you are lucky to have her. don`t miss the chance of giving her the love you have. cause in the end, it would never be her loss to lose you but it you. because lets just say you are responsible for that :) so be it.

KIMMY`s INSPIRATION :) ♥ kero 19

its love when we say it`s all you`ve got. and then He`s still there just to give you peace of mind and love you through your hardest times :)

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Now playing: Pharoah Sanders - Love
via FoxyTunes

it must have been love :)
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH :)) * he gives every single thing no matter how simple my favor is. he does it and that`s what im proud of. i love you so much . your my KERO KEROPPI all the way. stay here and ill stay with you :*

KIMMY`s LOVE :)

I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. Buddha

di ko alam reaksyon ko :'(

my sis and my mom fought a while ago. and they are both crying due to the heartache event. well, ME??? HERE facing the computer and doesn`t know what i should do to stop the fight. when i decided and realized that i should stop them, soon it came to an end :?? LIIIIBOOOOG NAKKO! :( aaarrrk.

due to a nonsense registration they fought and expected. wlay KIBUAY :((
hahaisss* gooosh. maka`konsensya :(

"Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang,
hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

lahat tayo marunong magmahal ang sumeryoso. pero bakit kung sino pa minamahal ng lubos sya pa may ganang magtaksil at humanap ng iba? di ba sila nahiya? effort na masyado sa part nung nagmamahal sa kanila. and the expectations of the one who loves them is love din sila. OH COME ON? how come? hahais. kung alam nga naman nila na di sa lahat ng panahon magkasama kayo? may kanta nga dba na something stated na *KAPAG WALA KA IBA ANG KANYANG KASAMA SA KAMA* oh ha? sa tuwing alam nyo na nanlalamig na sya sa inyo, panigurado na may nahanap na syang iba. take note* madaling dumating ang temtasyon, nasa kanya kanyang paraan kung paano nila iiwasan. may iba naman pumapatol kung alam nilang mas nakalalamang ito. pde ba? kung minahal mo yung una tapos! wag ka nang humanap ng iba dahil nasa sayo rin naman yan. KARMA lang yan pagdating ng araw. minsan lang ang 2nd chances. why make chances when you want him/ her to be with her. NO TO KABIT* at sa mga taong gusto manghimasok sa mga may relasyon, pde ba? *TAMA NA! HUMANAP KAYO NG TAONG ALAM NYONG DI KAYO GAGAGUHIN TULAD NG GINAGAWA NINYO* take this seriously. alam ng DIYOS kung tunay kang tapat sa mahal mo :)

-- KIM`s OPINION :)

i love it :)

Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.

we all know that most of us love in a stupid manner. how matter what other people sees and believes and even you know that is true, you can`t just accept the mere fact but wait until you yourself would finally give up. many people wanted to have a lasting relationship with the one they love yet some just stay and other`s? i dont think so. sabi nga nila KONTI NA LANG ANG TAONG MAAYOS. sguro nga, pero ndi bat may pag`asa naman kung magmamahal ka lang ng totoo ng wlang kapalit. maybe someday, you would realize that you finally found HIM when you know yourself and He knows that there would be no obstacles that would ruin your friendship. TRUST and being LOYAL to your partner is the best way to keep this in a long way :) ♥ and just dont forget every move counts and make the most out of that relationship. just trust GOD and you`ll soon found the right match :) ♥

-- KIM`s OWN OPINION :)

what type of lover am i? :)

You are a Shy Lover. You are one shy kid. Relationships are hard to find, but once you find one, you are sweet and happy. Watch out Do not become desperate. Your separation from humanity might lead to you clinging to someone too tightly. Loosen up and relax. If they love you, they wont leave you, and you are VERY loveable. Also, do not be afraid to tell your love how you feel.

tama2 :))

what my name means :) ♥

You are both a visionary and a realist able to bring your dreams into a tangible form.

MAHAL KO ANG DIYOS. ANG AKING PAMILYA. AKING MGA KAIBIGAN. at higit sa ANG AKING MAHAL NA MAHAL :)

SETARCOS :D

friendship :) * iskibitatsibupbup (TONGUE OUT) dora!

* the GROUP OF KNOCKERS :) will knock you all the way *



SARMIE VALENZONA



LOUISA ANGELICA BONADOR :)

Both are precious to me >:D we became close @ USEP and will be forever close. haha! ♥ i love them both. and as long as the stars something churva :) wait lang? kanta man na dba? ay tama. haah! :)) i love my day when they keeps me gay (BAYOT) haha!

we love and that`s natural :)

center> tama nga naman talaga :) we love and that`s natural. but being heart broken 3 times or even more in one month. maybe there`s something wrong. well i just hope it wont be like that before. sometimes we have to change what is in the present. sabi ng sir namin

yes. its better to be not committed and be single than to be in a relationship but if you have found that one at this moment, its better to enjoy :)
tama nga naman si sir. bat kayo padadala sa mga sinasabi ng iba? kung alam nyo mismo sa sarili nyo na masaya kayo sa piling ng dalawa para saan ang paapekto? oh ha? :)

SINGLES out there :

its good to be single as long as you are happy being single. sometimes, we have to give up being single to learn to love. to have an experience. mabuti din yun para pagdating ng mga araw na you start to change your ways and be mature the heart would go together with you :) dbaaa? ♥

this is the real me :)

its me and NEIL CHRISTOPHER B. JOSOL :)



it CLARK HOWELL ESPINOSA FERNANDEZ and SARMIE VALENZONA @ SM CITY :)

with ARRA ALOHA RUTH PORAL :)

i usually hang out with friends :) im loving and treasuring every moment ♥

LIFE QUOTES by BOB ONG*

Life Quotes

Nalaman kong hindi pala exam na may passing rate ang buhay. Hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration, o fill-in-the-blanks na sinasagutan, kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw.Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga naisulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures.

Nalaman kong marami palang libreng lecture sa mundo, ikaw ang gagawa ng syllabus. Maraming teacher sa labas ng eskwelahan, desisyon mo kung kanino ka magpapaturo. Lahat tayo enrolled ngayon sa isang university, maraming subject na mahirap, pero dahil libre, ikaw ang talo pag nag-drop ka. Isa-isa tayong ga-graduate, iba’t-ibang paraan. Tanging diploma ay ang alaala ng kung ano mang tulong o pagmamahal ang iniwan natin sa mundong pinangarap nating baguhin minsan.

Dalawang dekada ka lang mag-aaral. kung di mo pagtitiyagaan, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang kapalit. Sobrang lugi. Kung alam lang yan ng mga kabataan, sa pananaw ko ay wala ng gugustuhing umiwas sa eskwela.

Sabi nila, sa kahit ano raw problema, isang tao lang ang makakatulong sa’yo – ang sarili mo. Tama sila. Isinuplong ako ng sarili ko. Kaya siguro namigay ng konsyensya ang Diyos, alam niyang hindi sa lahat ng oras e gumagana ang utak ng tao.

Hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan.

Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.

Parang eskwelahan din ang buhay e. Marami kang pag-aaralan, pero hindi naman lahat ‘yon e importante at kailangan mong matutunan.

Naniniwala akong walang manunulat na kahit isang beses sa buhay n’ya e hindi nagkasala ng panggagaya.

Huwag mong maliitin ang kakayahan mong tsumamba.

Kung di mo alam kung sino ka, paano mo maipagmamalaki ang sarili mo?

Wag kang matuwa sa mga bagay na nakikita mo sa ngayon. Lahat iyan ay panandalian lamang at anumang sandali ay maaaring mawala.

Sa kolehiyo, maraming impluwensiya ang makikita. Masama o mabuti man ito. Wag mo isisi sa thesis partner o sa kaibigan ang lahat kung bakit nasira ang baga mo sa kakayosi, nasira ang atay mo sa kakainom at kung bakit nagkaroon ka agad ng pamilya. Kung talagang matino kang tao, kahit sino pa mang tarantado ang kasama mo ay maitutuwid mo pa rin ang daang tatahakin mo.

Wag mawawalan ng gana sa buhay. Kung ano yung galling mo, kulit mo, lakas ng sigaw at tuwa mo sa mga laban ng UAAP, NCAA, mga sports fest o concert ng paborito mong banda, wag mong iwawala hanggang sa pagtanda. Wag kang tutulad sa ilang kongresista na nagre- report sa trabaho para lang matulog.

Kung gusto mong maging musikero, sige lang. Pintor, ayos! Inhinyero, the best! Kung gusto mo maging teacher, pilitin mong maging teacher na hindi makakalimutan ng estudyante mo. Kung gusto mong maging sapatero, maging pinakamahusay kang sapatero. Kung gusto mong maging karpintero, maging pinakamagaling kang karpintero. Kung gusto mong maging tindero ng balut, wag kang dadaan sa harap ng bahay naming para mambulahaw sa gabi kung ayaw mong masaktan!

Hindi ako naniniwalang kailangan ng tao mangarap dahil gusto nya ng pera o gusto nyang sumikat o gusto nya ng impluwensya. Side effects na lang ang mga ‘to, tingin ko. Nangangarap ang tao dahil binigyan sya ng Diyos ng kakayahang mangarao at tumupad nito. Tungkulin nyang pagbutihin ang pagkatao nya at mag –ambag ng tulong sa mundo. At wala na siyang iba pang magagawang mas malaking kasalanan bukod sa talikuran ang tungkuling iyon at hindi bumili ng libro ko.

Pero tanging ang utak lang ng tao- sa buong kalawakan- ang natatanging bagay na nagpipilit umintindi sa sarili niya.

Kahit kelan walang maling desisyon, nagiging mali lamang ito kapag hindi napapanindigan.

Minsan, kailangang ituro ng mundo sa’yo ang tama sa paraang masasaktan ka para matandaan mo.

Kung wala kang alam sa buhay ng dalawang tao o kahit pa man ay alam ka sa isa sa kanila, wala ka pa rin sa tamang lugar para lagyan ng kahulugan ang mga kilos nila.

Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher. (Haaay, sarap!).

Minsan kelangan mo ng lakas para sabihing mahina ka.

…ayokong sabihing susubok naman ako ng iba. Walang “iba”. Wala akong iiwan, meron lang babalikan. Kung meron mang iba sa ginawa ko, yun ay ang Bobong Pinoy. Kung may magsasabi man sa hinaharap na: “Sana nagpatawa ka na lang!” Yun ay opinyong handa kong tanggapin. Marami ang kaya at pwedeng gumawa ng mga isinusulat ko ngayon para sa mga mambabasa, pero ang gusto kong isulat at gawin para sa sarili, walang pwedeng tumupad kundi ako. Inumpisahan ko ang dialogue sa ikatlong libro para ipakilala sa mambabasa ang fiction. Umatras pa ‘ko ng bahagya sa ikaapat para mas maging kumportable sila dito. Sa mga susunod pa, pwede na siguro ako magtangka ng maikling kwento o nobela. Tulad ng pagsusulat ko, ayoko rin kasi malimitahan ang pagbabasa ng mga tao sa iisang klase ng libro…

Sa mga taong di nagpaparamdam sa kanilang mga kaibigan e mabuting patayin nalang namin kayo para magparamdam kayo.

Parang eskwelahan din ang buhay e. Marami kang pag-aaralan, pero hindi naman lahat ‘yon e importante at kailangan mong matutunan.

Tipong pag sinabihan ka ng sorry, pwedeng sumama pa ang loob mo. Pero pag sinabihan ka na ng SUPER SORRY, naku - bawal na magtampo! Kasi super na yan.

Makakapagbago ka lang kung kaya mo nang aminin na hindi mo mapagkakatiwalaan ang sarili mong pag-iisip, dahil ito rin ang nagtutulak sa ‘yo sa bisyo.

Hell ang high school. Cool.

Pag binisita ka ng idea, gana, o inspirasyon, kailangan mong itigil LAHAT ng ginagawa mo para lang di masayang ang pagkakataon.

Masama akong tao, tulad mo, sa parehong paraan na mabuti kang tao, tulad ko.

Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.

Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko.

Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.

Hikayatin mo lahat ng kakilala mo na magkaroon ng kahit isa man lang paboritong libro sa buhay nila. Dahil wala nang mas kawawa pa sa mga taong literado pero hindi nagbabasa.

Iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala

Para san ba ang cellphone na may camera? Kung kailangan sa buhay un, dapat matagal na kong patay.

Kung paniniwalaan namin kayo na hindi naglaro ng tubig kahit na basa ang damit n’yo, kayo ang niloloko namin; Hindi kayo ang nakapanloloko.

Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher.

Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa’yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa banding huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili.

Tuparin ang mga pangarap. Obligasyon mo yan sa sarili mo. Kung gusto mo mang kumain ng balde-baldeng lupa para malagay ka sa Guinness Book of World Records at maipagmalaki ng bansa natin, sige lang. Nosi balasi. wag mong pansinin ang sasabihin ng mga taong susubok humarang sa’yo. Kung hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon, hindi pa rin tayo dapat nakatira sa jupiter ngayon. Pero hindi pa rin naman talaga tayo nakatira sa jupiter dahil nga hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon. Kita mo yung moral lesson?

Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.

Ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pede namang mawala sa buhay ko.

Walang taong panget. Nagkataon lang na yung mukha nila hindi uso at hindi in.

Karapatan kong madapa at bumangon sa buhay nang walang tatawa, magagalit, magtatanong, o magbibilang kung ilang beses na ‘kong nagkamali at ilang ulit ako dapat bumawi.

Ganyan talaga ang mga tao, pipihit-pihitin ang katotohanan hanggang sa sumang-ayon na ito sa kumportableng posisyon ng mga makasarili nilang puso.

Ang liit at laki ay nasa isip lang. Bakit kami nina Bubuyog at Gagamba, may naipundar din kami kahit papano. Nasa pagsisikap lang ‘yan ng tao!

Hinahanap mo nga ba ako… o ang kawalan ko? Mas madaling makita ang wala.

Natawa ka man o nandiri sa pagkaing may kakaibang pangalan, isang patunay lang yan na apektado ka ng salita.

Tama na sigurong malaman namin na lumalakad ang mga kamay ng relo at tumatakbo ang panahon.

...na mas marami pa s’yang alam kesa sa nakasulat sa transcript of records n’ya, mas marami pa s’yang kayang gawin kesa sa nakalista sa resume n’ya at mas mataas ang halaga n’ya kesa sa nakasulat sa payslip n’ya tuwing sweldo.

ritual ‘yon, tradisyon, sakramentong hinihingi ng lipunan para magkatrabaho ka at kumita ng disente. At oo, para na rin respetuhin ka ng ibang tao.

Paano ko sila pasasalamatan kung ngayon ko lang naintindihan ang mga itinuro nila?

Pero mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala.

Paggawa na ba ng mabuti ang hindi paggawa ng kasamaan?

Wala kang ibang paghuhugutan ng sipag, tiyaga, at determinasyon kundi sarili mo.

what can i say? si BOB ONG na to! :))

I LOVE HOW BOB ONG RELATES ALL THINGS IN REAL SITUATIONS :) it inspires me.

Love Quotes

Wag magmadali sa pag-aasawa. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon sa hinaharap, mag-iiba pa ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong di pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang sa kaboses niya si Debbie Gibson o magaling mag-breakdance. Totoong mas importante ang kalooban ng tao higit anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan sa eskwelahan e nagmumukha ring pandesal. Maniwala ka.

Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!

Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali, alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.

Ang tenga kapag pinagdikit, korteng puso. Extension ng puso ang tenga. Kaya kapag marunong kang makinig, marunong kang magmahal.

Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.

Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.

Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ang sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo, eh meron namang hagdan ayaw mo lang pansinin.

Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan. malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya. naunahan ka lang.

Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.

Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo, huwag kang magreklamo. kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka… Kaya quits lang.

Kung maghihintay ka ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo. Dapat lumandi ka din.

Kung hindi mo mahal and isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..

Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.

Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.

Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.

Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.

Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao lalo na kung hindi ikaw ang bida sa script na napili niya.

BOB ONG FAN/ LOVER ♥

wanna read this all. tatlo pa lang nabasa ko. OUT OF 6 :( tpos di pjud natapos until sa last page. hahaa! wanna read more! have moreee! >< gift nyo sakin bi. pleeeeeaaaassseee? :))

i love nature :))

I LOVE TO SEE THE NATURE AND SURROUNDING LIKE THIS :) i love how GOD created the heavens and the earths and all the people who comprise this all >:DD

i love green :)

The word green is closely related to the Old English verb growan, “to grow”. It is used to describe plants or the ocean. Sometimes it can also describe someone who is inexperienced, jealous, or sick. In the United States of America, green is a slang term for money, among other things. Several colloquialisms have derived from these meanings, such as “green around the gills”, a phrase used to describe a person who looks ill.

-- it is said to be when you love green you are jealous. yes in a way i get easily jealous when i know i have the right to get into it. and i know for the past years that i have been loving people. i learned that jealousy is one way to get out and to reduced the infatuation and love being felt. :) and now that im learning. it seems that green represents my whole being which is to grow as to be me ♥

QUOTES . QUOTES :)

"If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question?"

"If you would be loved, love and be lovable."

WHAT IS MY GREATEST FEAR? :*

Your greatest fear is failure. You hate to lose and always have to be satisfied. You may be very competitive and you may also never reach the end of the greatest accomplishment.

CUDDLY BEAR :)

well it is not really MINE* its my sisters bear and she calls it MONEY :)
i just wanted to post it cause i actually love this stuff. though its not mine*
haha! >:D HUGGINS :)

loving someone :)

they say LOVE is a mature thing

i mean, i dont believe it. id rather insist that i already experienced
such thing. it was not just a puppy love but a LOVE that i can say TRUE *

me? i first experience it when i was in first year.
HOW SILLY? you would ask me. yess, its silly but i can say its all pure love.
a lasting love of mine.

first year is just all about games, games. in short ALL JUST ABOUT FUN :]
well. i could say, my experience was a bit tough and difficult for me as a freshmen.
oh yeaa. A FRESHMEN of my own alma matter. well its about four years ago.

i can still remember when my bestfriend used to talk about him. well i just IGNORED HIM.
i just thought that it was really a miserable part for her because we are just
freshmen and new things still bothers us. but her? SHE BOTHER ABOUT HER CRUSH.

well. he's just a math wizard. for me? an average type of boy. or i can call him KID at that
time. yet, i cant expect that something wierdo or somewhat cross my mind and i was also
developed with him when my bestfriend change her crush.

well, i never thought that would happen. imagine? i came across that kid just the same
treatment of my other colleagues. AS USUAL UNKNOWN. WELL NORMAL.

but unexpectedly, he did courted me. and i was frustrated and confused whether i would
accept him or just reject him. after how many weeks. IT FINALLY ENDED but still i did
felt the same way. mm?

but when i turned second year, i just saw him. TOGETHER WITH MY BEST FRIEND && him as my classmates. but all of a sudden, his mind changed and began to fuse his ways and starting to fling
with my best friend which resulted for us to FIGHT.FIGHT&&FIGHT.

mm? well i guess it was never an end in my part. cox until now, i still love him.
LIKE YESTERDAY. :( && its been four years and i am graduating 'counting on the days that
i have to say goodbye to him :l

I LOVE HIM BUT then, i would like to take risks for my best friend.

the break up conversation :'(

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I
can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

the break up conversation :'(

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I
can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

loving such imperfections ♥

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."

Him: "I don't have time that day."

Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."


HOW SWEET THIS STORY WOULD BE IN REAL :)

i felt terrible sadness :`(

-- but now im OKAY :) haha! happiness. just did not get over that fast. that`s why i post it ♥

today is fine*

oh well. i must go to our practice today but still i can`t go making my mom a hindrance of it. oh gosh! :( i felt so sad. i don`t think the 4th years and even the years ahead of us would be glad for i was not able to go there. it`s such a disgrace. haaaarrrff :( i still did the chores and be it. well i`m now okay :)

he texted me up and then WEEEWW! i am happy :) all felt in one moment. gorsh!
haha! its fun to have a HUNGER STRIKE. some kind of that thing ♥ i did`nt felt any hunger from this tummy * ohw well. haha!

^ it was just FUN :)

my day :)

* AUGUST 7, 2010 *

last night was a big mistake. i dont wanna do it anymore* GOSH. its hard to be his enemy. all of a sudden it was a BIG BANG :( and it was not me last night. and that was i am so sorry of :'( i promise it won`t happen again. cause it would really drive me crazy. seems like it was an END :l

-- i am HAPPY it all passed by and we`re okay and INLOVE again :))

When you realize you've made a mistake, make amends immediately. It's easier to eat crow while it's still warm. ~Dan Heist

FOOD -- what i eat*

i just love to eat. eat. haha!
its fun to eat. :D I LOVE FOODS. *END*

my dear :*

i love him. he`s manly. GENTLE :) well loved human being. he understands me and thus he loves me that much :)) he`s MINE now.